Power of Persistence

Last night I finally had a lucid dream I liked. I already had more than 300 lucid dreams, but they were all timid, foggy(low control, low recall) and boring.

If you don't know what lucid dream is, it's a dream where you control the environment, your actions and the story of the dream. For example you can even fly and have lots of fun. Throughout the whole dream, if done correctly, you are aware of what's going on and therefore remember the dream better than normal dreams after you wake up.

I, however, did not do lucid dreaming correctly. For many nights  struggled with different lucid dreaming induction techiques, many in sleep techiques like spinning to prolong the lenght of lucid dreams, but all dreams turned out to be extremely boring and seemed like they were totally not worth it.

They were not worth it, but ony till last night. Last night I finally had a dream where I did what I wanted to do for a very long time: I was fully aware I was dreaming, remembered in which bed I was lying(for instance I could lie in a different bed if I was on vacation), talked to my subconciousness(which normally gives great answers, but this time they turn out very well as I only talked to it for a minute) and flew while being aware of it(flying and not feeling like it's real life-like is incredibly dull).

So what have I did that I managed to have an enjoyable lucid dream? Absolutely nothing. The only thing that changed was the lenght of how long I was trying to have such lucid dreams. The key element was persistence. Even though I gave up throughout the last two years for several times, I just somehow knew I would achieve my goal.

Well, suffice it to say I haven't really achieved my goal but that doesn't matter. I know I'm heading in the right direction.

Objective reality and death

I guess you have probably heard about subjective reality. You are and born and temporary lose your memory of your previous life outside this reality, you grow up, play with your life a little bit, grow old and die, therefore returning to the your real life where you origin from.

But let's take a look at the objective reality and death from that perspective. Many of us think that death is something painful, cold, when our lives are lost and over, etc. We all think our lives are precious and should be "used" correctly. I completely agree with that.

On the other hand, however, I don't agree we should play safely by the rules, so that we don't screw up the one chance we have on this precious Earth. From the day I remember, I couldn't understand why are there silly rules in this world like unwritten social rules and especially laws.

Instead, I believe if reality was objective(I actually believe it's subjective) and there would be no God, afterlife or similiar, how we lived our lives wouldn't matter at all after we died.

While I don't believe we should live our lives in anarchy, ignorance, slacking off all day and not caring about anything that's going on around us, but we should not worry too much how we live our lives.

Songs you should avoid

-Dead and gone by T.I.

-Lonely by Akon

-My life by The Game

By the title I mean the types of songs you should avoid, mpre specifically the songs that are by their nature depressive. This list is also by no means exaustive.

What I mean to say with this is some songs are just rather depressive to listen to, and if yiu have a tendency to replay the songs in your head, listening to them can have a very negative effect.

Have you ever found yourself being depressed because of listening to such songs? I certainly have and it is quite annoying when you can't get the song out of your head.

Straight back and body height

I've recently discovered that (in young age-up to 25 years) it is possible to increase body height if you have your back straight most of the time.

What an amazing discovery! I always thought I'm stuck at my height, but it seems I was wrong.

School and LOA

Law of Attraction, that is.

Something quite interesting happened to me today. I had three negative subjects(grammar), but my head teacher(again, grammar) persuaded the teachers of the three subjects to make them positive.

This probably happened because I was never really botherered by my negative grades. I always kept a positive attitude towards them. So I believe that Law of Attraction kicked in and the Universe did the hard work for me.

Am I any happier because of this? Not really, I realise that I partly cheated and didn't really face the problem except for holding positive thoughts.

Catastrophy

I didn't manage to masturbate less oftenly than once every two days.

I don't know the reasons yet, but it is surely catastrophic in comparison to my previous achievement, which was 9 days in a row.

[ADULT]How to increase the quality

[ADULT WARNING:This post is meant for 18+ adults only.]

Sorry I'm not talking about sex, since I haven't had one yet. I'm sure the title attracted your attention though. :D I will talk(again) about masturbation though-so you have guessed correctly if you were thinking about pleasure.

So let's get to the point: how did I improve pleasure of masturbation? If you have been following this site for a longer time, you have probably noticed my 30-days no masturbation trial. You have read that I've managed to go 9 days without masturbation, and I'm also doing quite fine right now, which is 4 days without masturbation.

So this is how I improved my quality of masturbation. I just decided to not masturbate as oftenly(which was every day), and gee, the results have been incredible. You just won't believe what happened to me in the bathroom. :D

Now you know. I won't say that it'll work the same for you or that it will even work for me in the future. But it's definitely worth a shot.